So things haven’t been all that great for me, hopefully it’ll get better soon. This is the third time I’ve been sick ever since this program started. This really sucks. What the hell? I’m really pissed off. I just got sick right before the break ended too. Oh yeah! I lost my USB, so yeah, that really sucks. I didn’t really have anything that important in it.
Okay. I’ve been slacking off a lot. Yeah. I have a lot to do though.
I have a lot to do in XSI –I got to paint and constrain my mercenary character and grey block and bah, I don’t even want to think about it. It’ll drive me crazy.
BAH. I dont want to think about school right now. I think I’m still in break mode. I went to work everyday during the break though, I think I mentioned that before. Yeha, I wore myself out pretty badly.
I have to think about my demo reel for project portfolio… honestly, I don’t have an idea yet. Yeah. I’m pretty screwed. I know at this point I should have something. I’ll figure something out. I kinda do have something figured out, but … eh. I’d change it, if something else better comes up.
So I almost forgot my portable harddrive at school today. My ass was saved. Thank you.
My sister’s weddding is coming up soon. Time to stay at school 24/7 because I’m pretty sure I can’t get any work done at home once the visitors come over and stay. That’s okay. I’m excited to see them. I guess. Oh crap. I have to help her with her wedding video whatever though.. by her wedding day. Then I have to go for dress fitting and shoe/jewelry shopping… ah! It’s supposed to be good times, I’m not supposed to be so stressed out!
Anyway, I really need to start working on my character sheet. Tomorrow.
Burnt out.
I don’t remember if we’re supposed to blog over the break, so I’m going to… just in case.
Uh. I’ve been working a lot (not on school stuff). I havent started on my previs yet, damn… I’ll do that after. Haha. I’m exhausted. I can’t even find the energy to do anything anymore. Yeah, I think going to work all day… is actually killing me. That’s okay. I have Friday and Monday off.
So last week, I pulled an all-nighter at school. I felt like shit the next day. I kind of learned my lesson on leaving big projects last minute though.
Last week was also the open house, yeah, that was pretty neat.
I need to seriously catch up on my sleep. I’m going crazy. Gah. I am starting to become pissy again, it happens when I’m really sleep deprived. I hate that. I don’t even feel like completing my sentences or even words when I’m tired (dupy. Ha-ha. Funny.)
Anyway, time to focus on school. Uh huh, uh huh, uh huh.
So today in career prep we took the Myers Briggs test. Apparently, I’m an extrovert. Surprise, surprise! When I took that back in high school, I swear I was an introvert. Actually, even in elementary school I was really, really shy. I can still be shy. I know that it’s probably hard to believe that I was shy, because I’m so loud now. Believe me, I know there’s still a shy Melissa in me…
Ummm… so, I’m kind of starting to slack off. Well, actually, I was working on my XSI stuff today after class. I’m just taking my sweet ass time with my Maya stuff. It’s due tomorrow though… boo. I have all day to work on it tomorrow though.
I have work on Monday… I was going to devote that whole entire day to my texturing assignment. That’s okay, I’ll probably head to school after work on Sunday … I don’t really feel like going out for dinner with my family this weekend. I have too much work to do! I am so behind on XSI. Agh!
Oh! So… we were assigned a project today in career prep. I’m in a group with Mona and Elizabeth. I belieeeve we’re doing sexism in video games. Yeah. That’s a neat idea.
So today I had my practice interview with Val. I messed up on one of the questions… it came out wrong! Ahh. And then I messed up at the end too, when she asked if I had any questions. I was so close to saying NO when I realized we werent supposed to. Anyway, I still messed up on that. That’s okay!
Half way through the program… crazy. After this program, I think I’m heading off to the Philippines for a while. I’m stoked for that. I haven’t been back to the Philippines since… I was 14. That’s 5 years now! I can’t wait to go to the beaches there are soo pretty. Really!
I feel really bloated right now, I don’t even remember what I had for dinner… Weird.
I need to go shopping for spring/summer clothes. Well, I don’t need to… but I want to. Oh! April… in two weeks, we’re getting our break. Awesome. I’m excited for that too, but ugh… crap, it takes a while for me to get focused and be completely into this program… hopefully that week off doesn’t change me into a slacker again. That’d probably drive me crazy.
